
Thursday, August 26, 2010
The Night Before Deployment
I am overwhelmed with a bunch of emotions. It has hit me that my husband will not be coming home tomorrow. I don't know what I am going to do as the ship pulls out tomorrow. I mean him leaving means I am one day closer to him coming home. But I could honestly care less about that. I just want my best friend there when I wake up and when I go to sleep. I'm about to go through what thousands of military couples go through a year. Shane looks at me and says its okay baby I will miss you and it will be okay, He reminds me its okay to feel the way I do. That the first day and the first month will be hard but I will get through. He knows that I am stronger then I give my own self credit for. This being his third deployment its a walk in a park for him. The hardest thing is he was a single sailor the first two and now he has a wife. I know how hard it is going to be not to shed tears in front of him tomorrow. I wanna be strong for him but watching my best friend sail away for what is going to seem like forever is going to be the hardest thing I ever have to do. So as I end this with tears running down my face. All I ask is that you pray for my husband and all his shipmates as they are out in harms way.
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