Irritated! Day six of Deployment

Today has been a hard day for me. On the outside I seem like all is well, but inside no one knows how much I am hurting inside. I miss my husband so much! He is the best part of me. My best friend is gone. I know he misses me ....... I try and close my eyes and listen to Already There By Lonestar and imagine he is here and it use to help when he was underway but this deployment not so much. I am looking forward to my birthday just because the month of Sept will almost be over. He always reminds me that I am stronger than what I give myself credit before and  I am trying to remember that some days will be better than others. Today could be better! I just want my Petty Officer To Come Home Where He Belongs! Everyone is worried about this hurricane. Me not so much I have been through worst here being a life long Virginian lol. I wish I could get my mind focused on something else. I feel like I am losing my sanity. Dear Deployment Please Be Over. Maybe if i focus some more of my attention on to our wedding that will help. Yay I finally get my dream wedding 28.May.2011 Hopefully he will be back from deployment by then! But with the Navy who knows!! Well I am running low on words so I will Blog Ya Later=)